Okay, I am feel so lathargic all the time and very lazy.
I think it is that I am simply not all that happy. I hate it in this city (I don't like cities in general) and my 'ex'-best-friend who I met last year at uni is being a complete jerk to me recently. I am living in a house with her, another one of my friends (a boy on my course) and some random person we had to have because they would only rent to four people and our fourth dropped out. The random guy is so annoying and big headed I just want to hit him. Unfortuneately that would make him hit me back and he is like a big giant compared to me so isn't all that wise.
Anyway going back to 'ex'-best-friend. She is just being so .... urgh... I dunno. But whatever I say she have to contradict somehow or pick holes into what I say. I mean if it was a few things then it wouldn't be so bad, but it is practically every day I see her she does it and it is really starting to wind me up. And tonight (It's 11:30pm here) she started on about how I don't work hard enough and that I am going to fail, then pin-pointing everything I do wrong in essays, presentations and uni in general. Again it was the annoying, pig headed and rude way she was saying it. It would be resonably okay if it was the trying to be helpful kind of pointing out, but it was the type of 'I-am-getting-better-grades-and-am-so-much-better-then-you' talking. Plus she keeps calling me a boy because I can only write men well and my teacher said I might have been a boy in a past life (if you believe in that kind of thing) but ... urgh!!
Plus I am feeling that I am not cut out for all of this, I am trying to work past my block at the moment but it doesn't want to budge. I have thought of new story ideas and am writing but it is the uni work that is getting me down. It might be when people have so much work and can't cope. I dunno. I really am scared that I am starting to get depressed and I don't want that again.
Okay, happy thoughts time.
I saw 'Cirque Du Freak: Vampires assisant' today and I am so glad they didn't kill the book. I love that series (except the last book) and I have to say the book was surprisingly good! Yay, for them for it still being a good series! I adored Mr Creepsly in the film, he was great, I never read him as he was portrayed but I still liked him! Hope they make another film!
How are people?
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